The Empty Bottle
I collapse
On the cold heartless floor
The empty bottle beside me
My escape from the world
A loss of hope
A loss of faith
All held in each tiny capsule
Each one, one more second gone
The world goes black
The light is so close
Yet so far away
I scream to go back
I scream to be free
But it's too late
My life is taken from me
My soul sours
But it is lost
Lost is the despair
The desapir I died in
Forever lost
There is no cure for me
No one can help now
As the empty bottle beside me
Is proof of my life lost
Proof of one more worthless life
Gone and forgotten
Alone
It's how we're all destined to be
No matter how much faith
No matter how much hope
We all die alone
And the empty bottle beside me
Is my way
To be alone
To end this
This...empty...bottle...

The Bored Song
I sit and stare at the TV
But the show thats on isnt good enough for me
Too lazy to find the remote
Too tired to think of what i want

I'm bored, I'm bored
I'm lazy, I'm tired, I'm fat
I'm bored, I'm bored
Oh man, its worse than bad...

Pick up controller, I died again
Fuck that, I'm lost again
Too lazy to change the game
Decide to watch a movie instead
Dig through the piles of dvds
Nothing seems to interest me
No one on the internet
No one there to entertain
All alone and bored again

I'm bored, I'm bored
I'm lazy, I'm tired, I'm fat
I'm bored, I'm bored
Oh man, its worse than bad...

Spinning and spinning around
The room turning all upside down
The chair slows to a stop
My head is still spinning
The room still turning
So bored even that is entertaining

I'm bored, I'm bored
I'm lazy, I'm tired, I'm fat
I'm bored, I'm bored
Oh man, its worse than bad...

Walked downstairs
And Grabbed some food
A bag of Doritos
And some Oreos too
Back to my room
To stuff my face
Still no cure for boredom
But at least I ate

I'm bored, I'm bored
I'm lazy, I'm tired, I'm fat
I'm bored, I'm bored
Oh man, its worse than bad...

So bored we wrote this song
Picked up my shitty guitar and played along
One day we'll be famous, oh you'll see
And all because we were bored one day

My Cocaine
He's my drug
My cocaine
Once you take a hit there's no going back
All I want is more
I want to have it back
But it was taken from me
He's my drug
Had to quit
It's a lot harder than it seems
Craving for it every day
My cocaine addiction
I can't deny it
Sending me into a downward spiral
Sent to rehab
Sent to the mental home
The nurse never gave me the right pills
The pills to help don't seem to exist
Craving it more every day
Nothing seems to bring a cure
See other people taking it
Watching them with envy
Wanting my high again
Wanting my happiness again
He's my cocaine
Smoke that pipe once
Can't quit now
He's my cocaine
It consumes me
He's my drug
And he's killing me
My incurable addiction

Missing You
Missing you
It seems like all I can do
You're all that's on my mind
I think of you all the time
It's the little things that make me remember
All the good times we had
Memories that will never go away
Memories that come back to me
The happiness we used to have
The fun we always had
Until the that day
That day you decided
It wouldn't work anymore
And my hearts still healing
Still moving on
Finding ways to keep myself
From missing you
But it's so hard to do
Everything makes me think of you
Little things you used to do
Something you once said
It all comes back to me
Makes me miss you more each day
Months have gone by
Nothing seems to have changed
I feel like I'll want you
Until my dying day
Cause all I'm doing is missing you

Life Without You
The sky seems dark
The grass dead all around
The world is dead to me
I said goodbye
But you're still in my heart
I said I'd be okay
But that's not true
This is my life
My life without you
You said it's over
You said move on
You said you were happy
With someone else
A cloud following me
A fog of loss and love
Blinding me from everything
Blinding me from happiness
Blinding me from the life I once had
This is my life
My life without you
Tried to get you back
I can only ask so many times
The rejection kills me more everytime
I do it to myself
Or so you say
But I don't try to feel like this
I was just made this way
My love will go on
This is my life
My life without you
Lost in the shadows of my mind
The shadows of our good times
The shadows of our happiness
Together
It's a dark place now
My world
And the little light that exists
The lights of my friendships
The only thing keeping me here
This is my life
My life without you
You left me you say
To be free
But here you are
Another one
Hoping it would help
It just hurts more
You're gone
And you're never coming back
The acceptance
It's not enough to stop
The darkness from taking over
The pain that seems to get worse everyday
A hurt that grows
A wound in my heart still unhealed
It must be deeper than I thought
This is my life
My life without you
All you've done
All you've said
To me
Since you let me go
Is like a life blood for me
To know
That you're still there
Can't seem to let this go
This bond to you
Has too strong a hold on me
And it's pulling me deeper every day that goes by
Without you
This is my life
My life without you
A shining star
That lit my way to happiness
Wasted
Put out by the hand of fate
The hand of what was meant to be
But if it was meant to be
Why does this kill me so much?
Why is my life nothing without you?
Fake smiles
And hidden tears
A new routine for me
And this is my life
My life without you
It feels like nothing
Nothing without you
An empty spot to be filled
Filled by your love
This is my life
My life without you.

Drink to Sorrow
Drink to sorrow
Smoke to forget
An answer to pain
An answer to stress
Life is too good to waste worrying
Life is too short to spend dwelling
So take some thoughts off your mind
And get wasted
Drink to sorrow
Smoke to forget
It's the way to do it
It's the way to live on
Is the pain really worth dying for?
Ask yourself that
Before you think of suicide
Remember this
Drink to sorrow
Smoke to forget
It's the way to do it
It's the way to live
It's not an addiction
Very far from it
It's just another person's way
A way to forget
A way to move on
Cause life is too good to waste worrying
And life is too short to spend dwelling
So take some thought off your mind
And get wasted

Love Goes On
Forever with you
My heart will be
Never forgotten
Always to be
My love goes on
Although you move on
No one quite like you
No one to compare
Every relationship different
You one of the first
The first one I loved
A love that goes on
No matter what
Anything for you now
Everything to have you now
Cause my love goes on
Although you move on
Memories with me forever
Love in my heart always for you
Love goes on

Place I Call Home
Flying high
High high above
A goddess in the sky
The people down below
Freedom at last
Free to roam
A place in my head
I like to call home
The moon shines bright
The sun glows low
The world is night
Stars in the sky
Reflections in the water
So beautiful
So calm
So soothing
Down beneath the clouds
As I sit on my throne
Far above the crowd
It's my place to go
When I'm in distress
It's my place to go
When life is not the best
The place in my head
I like to call home
A place I can be
Where I'm all alone
A place to think
A place to be free
High high above
The world so little to me
Problems left on the ground below
Worries drowned in the ocean
Pain buried by an avalanche
Sorrow covered by a hail storm
Controlled by the goddess
The goddess on her throne
The goddess that is me
In the place I call home
The place in my head
Where I find myself
The place in my head
I wish could exist
As my world everday
But that is not life
Life is the thing we want to escape
Life is the thing that eats us alive
Life is a bitch that you can't avoid
Life is just life
It can't be ignored
But this place in my head
High high above
Allows me to smile at the people below
Problems, worries, pain and sorrow
Nothing bothers me anymore
In this place in my head
The place I call home

Then I Wake Up
Up, down
Left, right
Can't find my way
Stuck in a world
That I can't escape
Down, Up
Right, left
Over the wall
Across the bridge
Grass is dying
Sun is dimming
Animals fleeing
Water drying up
Lost in this place
As it's dying
Lost in this place
But someone appears
A figure in the distance
I feel myself
Flying
Above the world
Making my way through the dying lands
The figure in the distance
Closer and closer
Land at his feet
Look into his eyes
And life rekindles
The grass bright green
The sun glows bright
The animals return
The water flowing
Perfection
All in the eyes
Of the figure in the distance
And then I wake up
And the dream is over
And the perfect world is gone again
Back to reality
Back to the darkness
The figure in the distance
Out of my reach
The answer to my perfect life
Only given to me
In my dreams
But I always wake up

I Wish I Could Find The Words
I wish I could find the words
The words to describe how much you mean to me
The words to describe how much I love you
The words to describe what I would do
The words to describe how great you are
The words to describe how perfect you are to me
But I don't think words exist
Even if they did
I would never be able to put them in sentences
This is what you do to me
Confusion and pain
Far too long this has gone on
3 months
90 days
2160 hours
129600 minutes
7776000 seconds
However you wanna say it
All I've been doing is missing you
Wanting you
Wishing
Dreaming
Hoping
Maybe one day you'll give us another chance
Maybe I'll be able to make you happy again
Maybe you'll love me again
Maybe, just maybe
But I guess it's meant to be
Is nothing to you
What you had said
Must have been a lie
But it doesn't matter now
I just wish I could find the words to say
To make you come back to me

Inferno
A match was lit
Not too long ago
Caught me on fire
Burning inside me now
The flames scorching
Pain sometimes too much to bear
The water is out of reach
The blanket to smother it
Burned as well
In this inferno
The inferno slowly consuming me
Burning on
Internally
But I let it burn
I let it burn me down
I let it bring me down
For the fire is my reason to live
The fire is my hope
The flame is my love
Burning on
And on
Painfully consuming
Hopefully wanting
And I let it burn
The inferno inside me

Close My Eyes And Let Me Sleep
Close my eyes and let me sleep
Sleep the pain away
Sleep the boredness away
Sleep the day away
Sleep and slip into the land of dreams
Of perfection
Of constant happiness
No nightmares haunting me
Close my eyes and let me sleep
Sleep everything away

Make Me Smile
Make me smile
Cause I haven't in a while
Make me smile
Cause I wanna be happy again
The perfect one for me
Wasn't what I thought it would be
Left me with a broken heart
Waiting to be mended
So I need someone to
Make me smile
Cause I haven't in a while
Make me smile
Cause I wanna be happy again
Another one is out there for me
Among the crowds
Another one I need to find
Before I break down
The one who can
Make me smile
Cause I haven't in a while
The one who can
Make me laugh
Cause I haven't meant it in a while
The one who can
Make me better
Cause this heart break is bringing me down
The perfect one is out there for me
Somewhere
One day they'll come
A light in my dark place
A light to find my way
And I'll be free once more
With the one who
Made me smile

This Is My Hell
This is my hell
Come burn with me
This is my life
Come live like me
This is my pain
Come hurt with me
This is my reality
Broken hearts and confused minds
Lost souls and wandering spirits
Mankind consumed by fire
And we all burn
Turn to ashes
Blown away
Torn from life
This is our hell
We burn here
This is our life
We live it
This is our pain
We hurt together
This is our reality
This is where we want it to end
Where the broken turn to lost souls
Where the confused turn to wandering spirits
Pain too much to bear
Because we all burn
This is my hell
This is our hell
Come burn with me
But this isn't the end
For as long as the fire burns
The pain of the burning flesh
Will turn to warmth of the soul
Will turn to happiness
And this is my hell
This is my place to burn
Come burn with me

I Hope One Day
I hope one day
You see me as I see you now
I hope one day
You love me as I love you now
I hope one day
You miss me as I do now
So long ago
You pushed me away
But the pain is still eating
Eating me away
My love
My heart
Was in your hands
Ripped from my chest
Crimson blood flows
To a puddle on the floor
It's all your fault
I hope one day
You see me as I see you now
I hope one day
You love me as I love you now
I hope one day
You miss me as I do now
You grabbed the knife
You cut the strings
The string of hope
The string of love
You cut the oxygen line
That kept me alive
And I hope one day
You hurt like I do now
Know the pain that I feel
Know what it's like to die
From the inside out
Maybe then you'll understand
Why I am the way I am
Why I need you
Crave you
Want you
I hope one day...
You come back to me
And give me back my old life
Retie the strings
Clean up the blood
And return my heart
When you see me like I see you now
Love me like I love you now
Make me happy like you once did
I hope one day...
My once perfect life will be perfect again
My once empty heart will be full again
And you will be mine again

Let Go,Live Free
You gotta take your soul
And soar to new heights
You gotta take your mind
And forget the bad times
You gotta take your feet
And explore a new path
Cause you gotta let go
If you wanna live free
No troubles, no worries
Shove life on it's knees
Let go to live free
Walking down the street
Big grin on your face
A sparkle in your eye
No need to wonder why
Cause life is going good
Despite the hard times
Cause you gotta let go
If you wanna live free
No troubles, no worries
Shove life on it's knees
Let got to live free
When you go through life
There's one thing to remember
Hope for tomorrow and live for today
Don't let those worries
Keep you down
Cause if you life gives you lemons
You make lemonade
Drink down that cold glass
And wash is away
Cause you gotta let go
Then you can live free
Life not worth wasting
On trivial things
No troubles, no worries
Til' your dying day


Garbage Can Crumple me up, throw me out
It don't matter anymore
I got someone new now
Found me
Right before my last breath
Saved me
Right before I lost hope
I was lied to once
It won't happen again
I was pushed to the side
I won't get hurt again
The memories will always be
The good times we had
At least to me
But I've made a new start
To have a new end
And I'm never going back
Back to you again
Crumple me up, throw me out
It don't matter anymore
I got someone new now
Picked me up
As I was about to fall
Smoothed out the creases
As I was about to lose it all
Happiness
Was always a few steps away
I've found it now
And I'm never going back
Back to you again
I'm not going back
Back to that garbage can


All song written by Captain Scooby (c) NO STEALING THEM